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Complicated feeling...

烦死了

我没有必要和你报告我的行踪！！ 我不是你的谁！！ 我也没兴趣知道你们之间的事情。。 烦死了

恐惧

不停的邀约。。 让我不知不觉地有恐惧感。。 我讨厌我自己。。 我到底要的是什么？

救命

最近。。发生了太多太多的事情。。 让我差点溺熄。。我呼不到吸。。 人在短时间内接触太多惊人的事件。。 的确会让人接受不了。。 那一幕。。让我毕生难忘。。 到我死。。。都会记得。。 我发现。。我的人生充满了戏剧化。。 可都是负面的。。 *感叹世界

Broke~

I m officially broke.. I swear to myself I must stay at home this weekend in order to save money... Initially plan goes smoothly... But end up..in the evening.. Darren called and end up I hang out to Ikano.. My plan once again failed!! ARGHH..sometimes I hate myself for being uncontrollable... But ok la, can release some stress.. recently nearly suffocate.. politic getting worse in company.. god please save me from here... I'm cross finger for a bright future.. for a relax and enjoyable environmet.. *Guy's mind is kinda compicated, sometime I can't even read their mind... Guy can be very good fren to each other.. but story behind is another chapter.. Anyway, none of my business Nite~

充实的周末

这个周末很不一样。。 我喜欢。。 一大早就与几个死党和他朋友去了FRIM。。 一大早爬山去还不赖。。 留了一身汗。。感觉自己好健康。。 变走边拍照。。可惜我没DSLR。。 所以只好看别人拍。。 我们几个没 专业相机的只好呆在一边欣赏风景。。 希望有更多的户外活动。。 感觉自己好像老人家哦。。 哈哈

hate

I hate u! u didn't care about my feeling at all.. is all the guy like that or I'm thinking too much? I hate I hate and I hate

heart beating

YES!!! I admit I m missing him..*uncontrollable* yet I m confuse~~ I dunno what am I thinking now.. I would like to know what is in his mind.. I want to know badly =( ~the feeling is so special and indescribably.. I don't know, just....so wonderful..

Linda Chung

I met Linda Chung at 1U 2dy, and I get to see her frm short distance.. hmm..pretty anf gorgeous gal.. went 2 1u wif sweeties, and we coincidence saw a function of Bio-essence, and saw her fans is holding his name underneath the stage,, so we suspected she might cumin here.. and YES!!! we r rite..we get 2 c her... have a nice chatting session wif buddies.. glad 2 update wif their lastest lifestyle.. wish all of us hv a nice 1

Meet up with sweetie

Just came back from meet up with sweetie from Sunway.. hmm..quite a good 1.. we din chat a lot actually.. just crapping around.. but for me is quite fun&enjoy.. even though we edy long time din meet.. but the feeling and frenship still maintain.. this is the part what I like the most.. waiting for next gathering.. miss the time spent with sweetie.. cheers!

Life

Tell me the meaning of life~~ Working, eating, sleeping.. what else can I do besides these routine lifestyle?? life is all about earning money and spend it to get what we desired.. THAT'S IT... End of story

Tired

After marathon of holiday activities, I am very tired and wish to have a good rest on this weekend.. I enjoy this kind of life a lot..I mean alot..haha but it cost me a lot too... So once awhile enjoy like this is ok..just that don't do it too often..haha

Recent me

Well, I gonna talk little bit regarding my working life..

I dunno what people gonna judge me..

because recently I kept arguing with colleagues from other department..

I don;t care who r u, how old r u, what is ur post..

wrong is wrong..juz admit it..

dun try 2 escape from responsibility..

come on..even I m youngest than u all...

and less experience than u all..

but I still admit and willing to responsible on my fault..

y can't u all do the same???

Don't try to mess up with me..

as I am learned to be smart and brave enough now adays...

sometimes I just tired to be in this situation in company..

but once I think of my salary, OT, current situation(no jam to work, distance to work is convenience and near) which I quite fancy with..

I have 2 swallow these in to my stomach..

anyway..like mummy said..ignore those bitch..

we live for ourself..

most important things is we live happily with our life and salary..haha

it's over

Now is 9.12pm... Farewell party which I waiting for so long finally is over.. So glad can see most of our geng were attend... Went to Genting for sing k.. then Coffee Been for relaxing purpose.. CM n I stay overnight at Lai Ling hse... Dodo n HL din join as they have their own things to do.. but so coincdent met HL at The Garden... This time farewell make me recall back alot of previous memory.. the time we spent together.. I feel like so much to go back to study time... but too bad..reality is reality.... My mood once again down... I miss them..I miss the time we spent together.. *touch wood*..I did not my previous me appear again.. I want the renew me!! The one who already learn not to think too much.. gambateh baby..u can do it...yes!

Farewell

She is leaving to UK for good.. finally its come.. We have to say goodbye anf wish her luck in future... waiting for next week farewell party.. hopefully everyone can make it

Vacation

Just back from vacation with family.. is a nice one.. China especially Shanghai is magnificent and improve alot.. compare to it, Malaysia still have to work more n more hard... but 1 thing I cannot adapt and fancy is their attitude.. this point I support Malaysia.. our citizen are much better than them.. Knowing many young people and friends in this trip.. Unforgettable and awesome trip I can conclude for this trip.. Parents are planning for Beijing the next station.. but brother seems like not agree.. anyway..will see how it works.. *waiting mood*

1st anniversary

Different between 28th My 2009 and 28thMay 2010 is

• May 2009-Liverpool with lovely buddy
• May2010-Working in Rawang

It's been a year since I come back from lovely Liverpool City. Now I have my life 360degree turn over...from an innocent girl become a mature working lady.. facing crisis, problem,trouble,gossip,backstabbing--all alone.. without best buddy beside me.. anyhow, is a good sign for me to learn how to become a mature lady.. Since working life started..time always flies so fast until I'm not able to capture it.. Anyhow..gonna attend my friend wedding this Saturday.. cheers

Leave me alone

Politic is everywhere.. gossip is everywhere... I hate all these things... please stop it... so depressed and frustrated..

1/2 year

It's come to the day which my half year of working life... things are kept repeating and work load are more n more... my life is getting busier and busier... money is getting less n less... shopping time is become more n more..lolz I must control myself from hang out every weekend.. why I just can't sit at home when weekend.. and rest well??? should I change job?? I just feel that I din't really suitable this job anyway.. I m too active and talkative... I feel I'm hidden my potential... haiz.. helpless

Meet up

Another meet up with old buddy... it's been long time since we last met.. he still the same.. did not change a lot.. wish him all the best in future... gambateh.. Tonight...I'm here to blogging.. due to today meet up make me miss our precious time together.. I know things never be the same again.. and we have to look forward rather than backward.. but still I miss our old school time... perhaps some other day.. we have our own part of life story to tell.. good night!

April fool

Yes..today is April Fool.. and I already been fool by colleagues in the early in the morning... such a bad luck.. Evening time..I've been fool again by friend.. he said he love me.. and is serious... he wan me to date with him.. the problem is... saying this during April Fool is kinda weird.. so I just treat it as joking for April Fool.. Happy April Fool everyone

Wonderfull weekend

Seriously I heart weekend very much..especially this weekend which pack of activity and party..

• Friday nite was my company annual dinner and lucky me get RM50 cash voucher, but due to my lovely manager, Isabelle got a big price(RM150), so she share the cash voucher with me..which mean total up I get rm 120 cash voucher..wohooo..enjoy the dinner with some red wine..drunk after the dinner..thanks and I enjoy the day with u all my lovely colleagues...
• Saturday noon..attended friends birthday and party at Wangsa Maju..Its been long time I din't went to wangsa for a walk...many memory flash back especially went back there after 1 year I graduate from there..last time I naik teksi now I m drivivng my own baby car with a proper job..no more student...time passes so fast..place and scene is still same just that people around no longer the same..I like and miss this 'special' feeling...coz I was promise to mysle that after 1 year, I must get back here with my own car n own career..and now I did it!!!I love this..
• After a crazy birthday party with friends, at night time there is another gathering for CB coursemate at Genting Klang( place we used to have lunvh 2gether last time, CS Family)..Glad to meet up again after 1 year..nice to heard everyone have a proper job already..but some are still continue for their master study...hope for another gathering....

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE....CHAR SIEW JING IS HAPPY... Waiting for another secondary school gathering which held once each year b4 CNY...c u guys...

finally we gather again!

YES!!!I did it I did it...Our CS Family 1st gathering at my new house..Hooi Ling and Keini purposely come back from sg and johor..thanks for everyone who make our gathering so successful. This is our 1st time gather after graduate from LJMU. 4 months we had didn;t meet each other.. as every1 is so bz with finding own future..I reali hope time can just stop there..y time for us to gather passes so fastt..hopefuly next gathering will be GREAT 1....can;t wait !!

Feelingless

I felt like I'm a working robot who work form morning till night.. Freaking routine life I'm having now.. No more hanging out with friends.. no more sing k( but mostly with relative now)... no more keep in touch often.. no more people shooting me.. no more people play with me.. no more sister talk.. no more gossip .. no more yam cha session... no more no more no more... everything had change now... I miss u , my buddies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!