Future??

Start to worry about my future now...entrance to new chapter of life is an uneasy and new challenge for me..everything also in an uncontrollable state..uncertainty really killing...so I choose to escape..choose to not thinking of it..every day just fully enjoy my day with my lovely family...joining my mum n her friends conversation is an most enjoyment moment..haha...but now still left 3 more days in hometown..need to back kl very soon..hope I can find a good part time job for now state and can move to stay with my brother...coz I starting to very depend on my family much..dunno y....